once again im feeling emo and its over the same stuff..
yea the usual stuff.
i guess as you get older you tend to think about these kinda things more often and get more affected by it.
also, all this free time holidays has given me isnt helping much to take my mind of it
whenever i see people around, i think, why cant i be him
why am i me. why is my life now so shitty. (i know there are others worst than me but, yea)
is this my mid life crisis?
jealousy and envy are such horrible weapons
reminiscing about the past happier times just makes me feel worse, and i always wish that i am hiro nakamura, reverse time and make things right again.
change one of the biggest mistakes that i've ever done in my life.
screw the butterfly effect, im prepared for it
to all those who are still reading my blog on a regular basis, thank you for at least wanting to listen to my feelings.
i know i'll feel better soon. but this will never disappear.
i feel lonely || posted by eugene
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